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Saturday, September 25, 2010

26 September 2010, Sunday~

Well I'm really bored, so i'll just prove to you what a hypocrite GLENN is . . .

It all started when Lisa (also from my school, class 1E5) was at Phyllis's house and Phyllis told her all about the jerk and what he did to me. So Lisa, bored and pissed I guess, posed as a guy called 'Wayne', and used Phyllis's phone to text him. It happened on August 2, and i wasn't at her house, but i'm copying the whole converstion from her blog though . . .

And so, this was how it went out:

Lisa:(posing as Phyllis first): i'm bringing my friend with us to the after exams trip

Glenn:huh??

Lisa:i'm bringing my friend to the trip, you idiot.

Glenn:okay, i'm not coming ler :p

Lisa:why?

Glenn:cause i don't want luh!

Lisa:why not? it's a guy friend

Glenn:No :( i wanna save money

Lisa:for what? A condom!?

Glenn:NOOOO!! you siao ar? i can't even buy

Lisa:cause you don't have anything down there to wear it

Glenn:Zzz you siao ler

Lisa:not as gay as you, dickless boy

Glenn: :o

Lisa:i bet u dun have any pubic hair

Glenn: 0.o

Lisa:hairless bastard

Glenn: CB lar ( might know what CB means rite??)

Lisa: i'm not even a girl bitch

Glenn: ...

Lisa: listen you better stay away from phyllis as far as you can or else i'll pluck every single pubic hair u have

[I totally like what she said]

Glenn: like you can!

Lisa: watch me! don't act so tough in front of me unless u want a fight.

Glenn: Zzz useless lar

Lisa: we're both guys unless you're scared

Glenn: Zzz -.-

Lisa: this is wanye.

Glenn: -.-

Lisa: loser

Glenn: -.-

Lisa: phyllis is mine

Glenn: -.- siao lar you! who say i want her!

Lisa: why you keep disturbing her? she complain alot already

Glenn: then you ask her STFU lar! -.- come find me for what?( STFU- Shut The Fuck Up)

Lisa: because you're the one disturbing her

Glenn: then what you want me to do!!?

Lisa: stop acting gay

Glenn: how to stop lar!

Lisa: get a weaner

Glenn: what's a weaner?

Lisa: a dick

Glenn: i already have lar-.- you so fucked up for what?

Lisa: oh you have one? now that's a surprise!

Glenn: to you it's a surprise lar so fucked up of course

Lisa: aw, trying to act brave :) how gay of you, loser

Glenn: zzz -.- gay then gay luh! you gone problem arh?

Lisa: why so interested! i'm not interested in you!

Glenn: who say i interested in you! shemale!

Lisa: orh you're talking about yourself! no wonder you're trying to gay with me! not interested.

Glenn: ...!

Lisa: i'm sure there's a gay out there perfect for you

Glenn: -.-

Lisa: don't give me that stupid look

Glenn: -.-

Lisa: you ass gay loser

Glenn: -.-

Lisa: i don't love you

Glenn: okay, let me as you something can?

Lisa: what.

Glenn: do you like me as a friend?

Lisa: !

Glenn: yes or no?

Lisa: what are you saying!

Glenn: do you like me as a friend?

And so it ends here . . .

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That retarded ass, I thought he was KIND AND SOFT?! PUKE BLOOD MAN! I FEEL LIKE WHACKING THE DAYLIGHT OUT OF THAT JERK! ONLY USED ME! Don't ever date a guy like that man . . . But i've gotten over it now. I just have nothing better to post that's why.

The date is wrong, its sunday morning 26 September 2010 for this post. . .

Noooooo!!!! Maid sama is overrr!!!!! It only stops at 26 EPISODES! ! ! AHHHH! ! ! ! ! Well, at least there's still fairy tail to watch ^_^. I love GRAY! ! ! Its either the director is too lazy to make more episodes or they are gonna be bankrupt really soon eh. Darn, missed church today! Man totally missed the meeting for the junior camp helpers >.<". Ah but never mind, YiHui will update me :-D. But I still really can't believe that jerk GLENN will be helping out >_<. Why must he always follow Joel huh?! Those perverted brats! Ugh, hmm, i'll bring CHENHUI along and if Joel thinks he can try to flirt with her huh, then he's DEAD WRONG. Because i will tell her to give him a good whacking if that insignificant fool wants to try to take her. Joel you better watch out cuz you're gonna be in hellfire~:D

Wasted time. . .

Ahh . . . I just wasted lots of time changing skin and putting in cbox and links. Darn I can't go to church tomorrow >.<" . Going to miss the Jr camp meeting >.<". MAybe I should ask lulu to help me take down stuff since i added him on msn ^_^. Oh yeah and that brat GLENN is helping out. Darn why must he follow Joel to something like this and not a movie or something if he wants to hang out with him huh?! Maybe he's expecting Phyllis to be there eh. WELL YOU AIN'T GONNA FIND NO PHYLLIS THERE PAL! Haha yeah i know i'm crazy. I'm too lazy to update what happened to me during my HFMD period, but all i can say is HFMD is not fun at all. In fact its the worse thing anyone would ever want to get . . . Bah, YiHui is banned from the computer for TWO WEEKS! What am i going to do huh?!?! YIHUI DON'T GET BUSTED AGAIN!

Ah I better go sleep and take a rest before Grandma comes back. Byee.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

HFMD day 3

I forgot to update yesterday, so i'm updating yesterdays news now, and todays news later i guess. Well, yesterday was pretty much like rest of the days, but I found out that GWEN MAY HAVE TO STAY WITH ME BECAUSE I MAY HAVE PASSED HER THE DISEASE.

So i was like," AHH!! GWEN COMING?! NOO WAY MAN THATS LIKE GOING TO BE THE TOTAL END TO MY HOLIDAY ".

And grandma was like," Gail! How can you say such things!? Do you know she was so happy on the phone when daddy was talking to me!? She was so eager to see you and you say such things! You are so quarrelsome! Don't you care for your own sister at all?! ".

I did feel guilty, but I PANICKED because my Grandma said that she has the blisters and fever, and she may have to go to KK hospital. My heart sank and I really regret what I said seconds ago . . . I thought if she had to go to KK, it's been a good game. My sister may be gone forever.

Oh yeah, in the evening around 6.30, I called Jeremy as I COULD BARELY REACH YIHUI. It's not what you think that I like him but I'm starting to be good friends with him ever since I called him on Tuesday night. I mean he's a really nice guy and a really mature one. Although he yells at his teacher for being unreasonable, and is still kind of vulgar, on the overall i think he's a good guy. I'm glad he's not like 'Johor Bahru' and _ _ _ _. Totally different from them.

(Continuing from just now)After the whole heart sinking, I turned on the PC in my grandma's study room and went to facebook. I sent a message to Jeremy to tell him that I was so worried. I asked him if he could remember us (me and Gwen) in prayer and to my surprise he said yeah he will. I was so happy. I thought he'd just ask me to go find someone else but he was really nice! Maybe I shouldn't always think he's bad and try to trust him more. He is my friend after all, and he trusted me with his secret and I trusted him with mine as well.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Ikimono Gakari kimi ga iru

-Romanji lyrics-

aah~ yume ni miteta

kogareteita, kimi ga iru

ano sora ni ukabu

ikutsu mo no hikari, atsume

koi wa kagayaku

“nani ga atta tte?” to

“atashi wa daijoubu” to

kimi ga iu kara, kitto heiki da

mou mayoi wa shinai saa

chiisana surikizu

kizuku mamonaku hashiru

demo ne ima wa sore de iin da

tama ni nakimushi de

manatsu no yozora ni

zawameku munasawagi wa

yamanai, kienai

tsumazuku hodokete

komari hara tatta shi

demo, sore demo warae

aah~ yume ni miteta

kogareteita, kimi ga iru

sono koe ni itsumo, furetakute

sotto, sotto mimi wo tsumashiteta

aah~ yume ja nai to

mune no kodou wo kazoeteiru

ano sora ni ukabu

ikutsumo no hikari atsume

koi wa kagayaku

utsumuki arukeba

dareka no kata ni ataru no

surechigatteku, hitogomi no naka

kimi wo mitsuketai

chirakaru heya ni wa

kusha kusha na futon

botamaze na kanjou to

saenai kao shita

atashi wo sunao na

tegami ni utsuru kedo

aah~ sunao ni nare

kirei ni nare, ima atashi

kono mama de ii to

kimi wa uketomete kureru to

shinjiteru kedo

aah~ yume ni miteta

kogareteita, kimi ga iru

sono koe ni itsumo, furetakute

sotto, sotto mimi wo tsumaseteta

aah~ yume ja nai to

mune no kodou wo kazoeteiru

ano sora ni ukabu

ikutsumo no hikari atsume

koi wa kagayaku

aah~ yume ni miteta

kogareteita, kimi ga iru

are kore sagashite

tadoritsuku saki wo, itsumo

kimi ga terashite

aah~ yume mitai de

Yume janai yo, kimi ga iru

sono me ni utsutta

ikutsumo no hikari atsume

koi ni ochiteku

-Kanji Lyrics-

ahh夢に見てた

こがれていた、君がいる

その声にいつも、触れたくて

そっと、そっと耳を澄ましてた

ahh夢じゃないと

こどうを数えている

あの空に浮かぶいくつもの光集めて

恋は輝く

うつむき歩けば

誰かの方に当たるの

すれ違ってく、人ごみの中

君をみつけたい

散らかる部屋には

クシャクシャな布団

簿玉是な感情と

さえない顔した

あたしを素直な

手紙に移るけど

ahh夢じゃないと胸の鼓動を数えている

あの空に浮かぶ

いくつもの光集め

恋は輝く

-English Translation-

aah~ the one in my dreams

the one that i love, you are here

gather up those many lights

floating up into that skyso love will shine

“what happened?” i asked

“i’m alright” you answered

because you said so, then surely it’s ok

i won’t be confused anymore

i noticed a small scratch

but i’ll start running in a while

but for now that will have to do

being a crybaby sometimes

uneasiness is stirring up

to the midsummer night sky

they won’t stop, won’t disappear

tripping, falling apart

being bothered by it

but even so, i’ll just laugh

aah~ the one in my dreams

the one that i love, you are here

i want to be touched by that voice always

i softly, softly fill up my ears

aah~ this is not a dream

i’m counting the heartbeats from my chest

gather up those many lights

floating up into that sky

so love will shine

if you walk facing down

you’ll run into someone’s shoulder

passing each other by

i want to find you among the crowd

in this messy room

there’s a crumpled futon

with this mix of emotion

i made a depressed face

but i’ll show my honest self in a letter

aah~ (trying to) become honest

become beautiful, the me right now

but i believe that you would

take me as i am right now

aah~ the one in my dreams

the one that i love, you are here

i want to be touched by that voice always

i softly, softly fill up my ears

aah~ this is not a dream

i’m counting the heartbeats from my chest

gather up those many lights

floating up into that sky

so love will shine

aah~ the one in my dreams

the one that i love, you are here

I search for this and that

You'll always be shining

in the future I finally arrive at

aah~ This looks like a dream

This is not a dream, you are here

Gather up those many lights

Which are reflected in my eyes

And fall in love

HFMD day 2

Sigh . . . Feet hurt, blisters all over. Drinking lots of water. Staying at grandma's house, almost nothing to do. Have to rest all day long. Man i really wish i had brought my story book along. To be honest i wish i were in school despite the fact that I'm a loner in class. Right now I'm facebooking, helping Gareth sound the hunters horn -.-, drinking water. Man i wish i could eat the strawberry chocolate that dad gave me from germany idling there in the fridge >.<. Really detest being sick. No fever but have blisters and the doctos saying that i have HFMD. But i wonder how almost the whole class knew bout it. Anyway, have to endure all the insults from most of my classmates when i get back to school after the MC. Blah watching FAIRY TAIL. IT ROCKS >.<"!!!!! Love Gray!!! Love YUICHI NAKAMURA!!!! VOICE OF IKUTO AND GRAY >.
Lazy to post more . . . Byee

Friday, September 3, 2010

D.A.R.N

Ughhh, its been almost two months since it happened and ughh, I can't believe I didn't trust Phyllis and YiHui at first that he is a bad guy. Ugh I wish I didn't even like him in the first place -.-. Despite me actually telling my parents a few times before that he isn't a totally bad guy and that he's soft hearted and kind when he actually is a total hypocrite! His true colours is like, "Oi shut up luh you !@#$%^&*()<> . . .". Rather than, "Hey please stop it . . .". Ugh, i thought he is such a good person even after what happened. Sigh, Phyllis and YiHui were right long ago. He isn't that type for me and he isn't all 'angelic' -.-".

Ahhh, i have HFMD. Gonna miss the chinese paper and english papers this friday >.<. And gonna have to endure all the insults when i go back >.< .